Freaked
27-12-13, 17:08
So, I've been sick with a blood pressure condition for the past ten months. It causes large adrenaline releases and panic attacks as part of its symptoms, and I haven't been well enough to leave the house without my wheelchair. Even then, I normally feel too crappy for it to be worth it. So I've had terrible anxiety due to my severe symptoms, the adrenaline and being generally stir crazy.
Anyway, when I was ten I either saw a 'ghost' or something or hallucinated one. So it's always been a fear of mine that whatever it was would happen again, but it was a fear I normally handled. Until the other week when I was feeling very bad, started getting freaked out and then there was this terrible loud bang. Freaked the crap out of me. It was probably just the house settling really loud or something, but I can't shake the fear that I hallucinated it. And that it might happen again. So now I'm afraid I might start seeing or hearing things whenever I'm by myself.
Help!
Anyway, when I was ten I either saw a 'ghost' or something or hallucinated one. So it's always been a fear of mine that whatever it was would happen again, but it was a fear I normally handled. Until the other week when I was feeling very bad, started getting freaked out and then there was this terrible loud bang. Freaked the crap out of me. It was probably just the house settling really loud or something, but I can't shake the fear that I hallucinated it. And that it might happen again. So now I'm afraid I might start seeing or hearing things whenever I'm by myself.
Help!