Andy699
28-12-13, 22:41
Hi guys, it's going to be a long one but please read. I'm only 19 years old and a few months back my friends stepdad had a testicular cancer fear. The growth turned out to be benign but I've become obsessed that I have it! I haven't been that bad lately but today I was really freaking out. In June, I went to see 2 different drs because if pain in my testicles. They both examined me and said I didn't have cancer and they couldn't feel anything wrong. They said the pain was probably from examining myself too vigorously... Tbh, I used to check myself like 10 times a day. But now the fear is back and I keep checking myself. I can't feel anything abnormal but I keep thinking that I've missed something... Like I'll check, I'll feel ok for a bit and then I think "omg, I didn't check properly" someone told me once that it would feel like a stone attached to my testicle if it was cancer. My question is would I deffo be able to feel a lump if I had it? Because atm, I can't feel anything? Thanks so much!