Sar89
30-12-13, 20:35
So another thread from me... Think I'm starting to use this site as a sounding board... Convinced I have a clot absolutely convinced... Feel so weird right now like hot and faint. I'm so depressed from it watching my daughter sleep and I just know that I'm not going to see her grow up it breaks my heart... I just know I'm destined to die young. It feels like death is shadowing me waiting to swoop... I'm so scared to die because of what's after it. I think I will go to hell Iv had a long time of being a bad person and Iv not had time to mend all my ways. I don't want to go to hell.. I don't want to die yet. Feel so sick and ill all the time