hangingbasket
30-12-13, 21:39
I can feel the wave of anxiety creeping back. I'm holding it at bay at the moment.. but it's ugly head is looming WAY too close for my liking.
There's nothing even wrong with me. Ok so I still have these achey ribs but I'm almost resigned to that being nothing sinister so why the hell is the anxious feeling creeping up on me?!?!
I know why really. Time of the month. I'm 3 days late which is VERY unusual for me. I'm not pregnant before anyone suggests it. Definitely not! I'm sure it's on it's way and that's what's causing the anxious feelings. My HA always goes into overdrive around the time of my period.
I have this nagging voice asking... sooo... what other reasons could there be for your period being late? And my answer is... I've NEVER heard of a serious disease that's only symptom was a delayed period (please dont tell me of any) and I'm refusing to ask google!! And it's only 3 days anyway! 3 days early is not unusual for me.. but 3 days late=mass panic. Added to the panic I get at this time of the month anyway!
So here I am.. having a bad day. I know why. I can feel it coming and am trying to deal with it before it takes over. Nip it in the bud as they say :)
There's nothing even wrong with me. Ok so I still have these achey ribs but I'm almost resigned to that being nothing sinister so why the hell is the anxious feeling creeping up on me?!?!
I know why really. Time of the month. I'm 3 days late which is VERY unusual for me. I'm not pregnant before anyone suggests it. Definitely not! I'm sure it's on it's way and that's what's causing the anxious feelings. My HA always goes into overdrive around the time of my period.
I have this nagging voice asking... sooo... what other reasons could there be for your period being late? And my answer is... I've NEVER heard of a serious disease that's only symptom was a delayed period (please dont tell me of any) and I'm refusing to ask google!! And it's only 3 days anyway! 3 days early is not unusual for me.. but 3 days late=mass panic. Added to the panic I get at this time of the month anyway!
So here I am.. having a bad day. I know why. I can feel it coming and am trying to deal with it before it takes over. Nip it in the bud as they say :)