WeakInside
04-01-14, 05:43
I'm not sure if this is the correct forum for this post.
I added it to "Health" anxiety because my anxiety effects my heart, I get high blood pressure and suffer from palpitations or migraines or an asthma attack.
Anyway.
I always get so angry so easily.
The smallest things tend to make me snap.
I'm like a loose canon, a ticking timebomb!
I dunno if it's genetic.
A lot of my family members have quite a fiery side to their personalities.
My dad is strict and so is 1 of my half sisters; 1 of my half brothers has a very short temper and so do I.
Both my biological mother and half sister both have asthma and suffer with palpitations and high blood pressure which I do as well.
If something irritates me, I snap and freak out.
If I feel intimidation, I become defensive.
I'm also very sensitive, I often cry a lot when I have a bit of an episode.
I feel like the Incredible Hulk and not in a good way but the Hulk always feels remorse after his outbursts when he returns to his normal form, I feel regret when I snap.
I'm going to spea with my doctor about anger management or therapy because I really can't stand feeling this way, I feel like a monster and all of this hurts me and I'm so terrified that I might 1 day hurt someone by mistake because of my temper and I really don't want to! :unsure:
I dunno if it's my Autism or the fact that I went through a lot of abuse in the past.
I added it to "Health" anxiety because my anxiety effects my heart, I get high blood pressure and suffer from palpitations or migraines or an asthma attack.
Anyway.
I always get so angry so easily.
The smallest things tend to make me snap.
I'm like a loose canon, a ticking timebomb!
I dunno if it's genetic.
A lot of my family members have quite a fiery side to their personalities.
My dad is strict and so is 1 of my half sisters; 1 of my half brothers has a very short temper and so do I.
Both my biological mother and half sister both have asthma and suffer with palpitations and high blood pressure which I do as well.
If something irritates me, I snap and freak out.
If I feel intimidation, I become defensive.
I'm also very sensitive, I often cry a lot when I have a bit of an episode.
I feel like the Incredible Hulk and not in a good way but the Hulk always feels remorse after his outbursts when he returns to his normal form, I feel regret when I snap.
I'm going to spea with my doctor about anger management or therapy because I really can't stand feeling this way, I feel like a monster and all of this hurts me and I'm so terrified that I might 1 day hurt someone by mistake because of my temper and I really don't want to! :unsure:
I dunno if it's my Autism or the fact that I went through a lot of abuse in the past.