I'mdave27
05-01-14, 16:51
My feelings and moods seem to change instantly. A minute ago I was just thinking of becoming a reborn Christian so as I was happy I put on my ipod and I started listening to Lana Del Ray "summertime sadness" and then I started thinking what a bad idea it is to become a christian , it's confusing. While listening to this music I have thoughts of having wild , violent sex with my fiancé and while we're doing this we can both have passionate sex and god will make his presence known to us. I also have thoughts of us robbing banks like bonnie and clyde then going somewhere tropical with this money I feel ashamed admitting this but thoughts of violence and destruction seem to make me feel alive , wild and full of life. Then when another songs and if it's a sad song I'll start thinking depressing thoughts I don't just get this with this artist but others also , weird I know. However is this normal or just music ?
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