Kez_miller
06-01-14, 17:26
Hi guys,
so yeah, as many of you will know, my grandad passed away last month, now my grandma today as been rushed into hospital, my fiance as had to go and stay with her grandfather over leicester (around an hour from me) and i am home alone for god knows how many days. My anxiety is awful right now, I'm a big guy for goodness sake, i use to do security, but i have no idea why I'm so scared about being a lone tonight I've rang friends whom are either busy or at work and i absolutely hate this big old house, creeps the hell out of me even when people are here. No idea why I'm posting this but my anxiety is high, and to top all that off my acid reflux is playing up to the point where i can't bloody get a deep breath! :scared15:
so yeah, as many of you will know, my grandad passed away last month, now my grandma today as been rushed into hospital, my fiance as had to go and stay with her grandfather over leicester (around an hour from me) and i am home alone for god knows how many days. My anxiety is awful right now, I'm a big guy for goodness sake, i use to do security, but i have no idea why I'm so scared about being a lone tonight I've rang friends whom are either busy or at work and i absolutely hate this big old house, creeps the hell out of me even when people are here. No idea why I'm posting this but my anxiety is high, and to top all that off my acid reflux is playing up to the point where i can't bloody get a deep breath! :scared15: