TheGoldenTomato
06-01-14, 17:29
I am constantly on edge, stressed and upset but I can't seem to cry when it's all I want to do. I want to let it all out and have a good sob but I can't do anything more than weep. So I'm left feeling nervous and empty and cold.
There's a lot I dislike about my life. I was made redundant from an amazing job, I think my boyfriend is way too good for me, my family are annoying and rude and I have to live with them, I have no drive to do anything in life, I suffer panic attacks regularly and can never change my negative thoughts to positive ones.
I've tried calling the Samaritans but obviously they're just there to listen, not give life advice.
Sometimes I feel emotionless just laying there in bed --- Numb and exhausted from the daily anxious thoughts and overthinking. It's driving me mad. It's like my body and mind cannot be asked anymore. I'm very healthy physically according to my doctor so I assume my thoughts are making me this way. Anyone else had this? :weep:
There's a lot I dislike about my life. I was made redundant from an amazing job, I think my boyfriend is way too good for me, my family are annoying and rude and I have to live with them, I have no drive to do anything in life, I suffer panic attacks regularly and can never change my negative thoughts to positive ones.
I've tried calling the Samaritans but obviously they're just there to listen, not give life advice.
Sometimes I feel emotionless just laying there in bed --- Numb and exhausted from the daily anxious thoughts and overthinking. It's driving me mad. It's like my body and mind cannot be asked anymore. I'm very healthy physically according to my doctor so I assume my thoughts are making me this way. Anyone else had this? :weep: