St3v3n
07-01-14, 03:38
Hi all, haven't posted in sometime as health has been bumbling along at an okay level for last while. I've really just been popping in reading a post or two and playing the little games when I can't sleep or have things on my mind. However just prior to Xmas I returned to work(previously stay at home dad). All I could get was pretty physical work in a warehouse stripping boxes of pallets and loading them onto a conveyor belt. Naturally Xmas period was very busy so had long hours and few breaks. My back is now painful all over and usually I wake with pain somewhere around 4 or 5am. Nothing too surprising in that really but I find when things are going wrong they just consume me, It almost feels like claustrophobia. Have turned to all the wrong places for advice, poor souls with years of crippling back pain behind them etc. all the stuff to really snap me out of it. Was really getting to me last night so went for a mood lifting walk around the block, ended up sobbing like a broken hearted teenager:). Back looking after the kiddies for the next two weeks while my wife is at Uni and feel I am failing them miserably. Anyway sorry to pass on my burdens, I know there are likely people out there with truly debilitating long term back pain and I must come across as very tiresome. Christian(my 5 year old) has just informed me that's it's lunch time despite just finishing his breakfast so will head off now. Again I'm sorry for being so self absorbed, I truly wish I was a different person. I'm sure I'd look at these little physical set backs that we all encounter in a more balanced light and likely get better all the quicker. Thanks to all that get to the end of my little message your patience is greatly appreciated.
Warm regards to all,
Steven (Christian and Sophia)
Warm regards to all,
Steven (Christian and Sophia)