Pet59
08-01-14, 07:01
A quick recap. Im 35, husband was killed 7 months ago in a road accident.
Shortly after his death I had a dream where I could see my own headstone on a grave and it said 19th August. I had a complete meltdown in the lead up to 19th August and on the day. Needless to say, I am still here.
I recently started beta blockers (bisoprolol) and one of the side effects is vivid dreams. Two nights ago, the night before my husbands birthday, I had a dream. He was there, we were clearing out his house with my parents and my brother and he walked out and said "I'll see you in August" or "Ill not be back until August"....I cant remember exactly what the wording was but there was a reference to August.
Now I have myself in a complete panic that something will happen to me. Driving me nuts. :(
Shortly after his death I had a dream where I could see my own headstone on a grave and it said 19th August. I had a complete meltdown in the lead up to 19th August and on the day. Needless to say, I am still here.
I recently started beta blockers (bisoprolol) and one of the side effects is vivid dreams. Two nights ago, the night before my husbands birthday, I had a dream. He was there, we were clearing out his house with my parents and my brother and he walked out and said "I'll see you in August" or "Ill not be back until August"....I cant remember exactly what the wording was but there was a reference to August.
Now I have myself in a complete panic that something will happen to me. Driving me nuts. :(