clover1201
11-01-14, 21:36
I am sat here and I have just had enough. I havent cried so hard in a long time and I just want this whole thing to be over with, I just, for my sanity want this to do one. I still have until Thursday to go until I even find out what this lump possibly is and then after that, who knows what happens. I just need some relief! I have this amazing family and the very thought of leaving them terrorises me, I love them so much. What would my husband do? How would he cope? Then what about my children, my daugter is about to start her GCSE's and my little boys wouldnt even remember me. Im just so devastated about this. If you are the praying kind please pray that this lump will be ok and that they will be able to take it out of me. ;'(