Hello :)

[SoundArtist]

Hello everyone,

My name is Ben. I've just signed up so I thought I'd introduce myself before I start posting or replying. :)

For the last two months I have had serve depression, anxiety and extreme panic attacks that often end in vomiting. I am on 20MG of citalopram and up to 6MG of diazepam per day.

Two days a go I purposely overdosed on over 20 diazepam pills in 30 minutes.

I feel much better now, honestly, and I am seeing a consultant on Monday.

I guess I'm joining this forum to meet like-minded people, but also to share my experiences and my huge regret for over dosing. Things will get better. People do love you.

Best wishes everyone,

Ben

[LunaLiuna]

:welcome: I'm you'll find plenty of people on here who've had similar experiences.

[SoundArtist]

Thanks, LunaLiuna. :)

[Deckardblues]

I overdosed in 2002 which was awful Coughing up blood in an A&E room. Not fun. I hope your body is okay, after what happened to you recently. Sometimes it can be a release..i know I couldn't do the whole tablet thing again..but yet I still get suicidal thoughts..
Just hang in there. Someone once said to me, that quitting doesn't make you stronger, living does...

[Antonio2301]

:welcome:Ben
Hoping your appointment goes well with the consultant Monday
Stay strong !!

Antonio