Gemmal
16-01-14, 21:41
I am so disappointed that I still worry about lymphoma after 23 months . It's been so exhausting and I just can't let it go .
I know 23 months is such a long time but I always have the " what if " on my mind
I have no really obvious lymph nodes I can't feel any unless I dig . I just feel that when I have a heavy night of drinking I have pain in those areas could my anxiety genuinely be so powerful it creates symptoms that I am anticipating .
I have put on so much weight just through comfort eating and I know that I would typically be losing weight ?
Obviously had numerous blood tests and a chest x ray I'm trying to stay away from the gp as I know re assurance is not the answer !! But what is :(
I hate anxiety I really do
I know 23 months is such a long time but I always have the " what if " on my mind
I have no really obvious lymph nodes I can't feel any unless I dig . I just feel that when I have a heavy night of drinking I have pain in those areas could my anxiety genuinely be so powerful it creates symptoms that I am anticipating .
I have put on so much weight just through comfort eating and I know that I would typically be losing weight ?
Obviously had numerous blood tests and a chest x ray I'm trying to stay away from the gp as I know re assurance is not the answer !! But what is :(
I hate anxiety I really do