AnxiousPansa
20-01-14, 18:32
Hi all
I am 17 years old and have had anxiety since I started college in august/September. Im pretty certain fear of college and life beyond may have triggered my anxiety but now my fear mainly revolves around my health constantly thinking somethings wrong or of all the bad things that could happen to me. But I also find that when I cannot find anything to be anxious about or im trying to accept my health anxities I have this sort of well what now thing. I look forward and part of me sees only anxiety which of course terrifies me but the other part of me thinks how can I ever possibly be normal again and I find it hard to imagine life without anxiety because my life keeps changing soi dramatically with college and now everyones going on about university and what do you want to do with your life?! and all i see is anxitey and I just find everything so confusing and I wish it would all stop! I just feel so afraid of everything I just dont know what to do anymore. I wish I was a normal 17 year old enjoying college while I can and looking forward to the rest of their lives. And yet here I am worrying about my health constantly and seeing no end to anxiety. I just feel so lost.
I am 17 years old and have had anxiety since I started college in august/September. Im pretty certain fear of college and life beyond may have triggered my anxiety but now my fear mainly revolves around my health constantly thinking somethings wrong or of all the bad things that could happen to me. But I also find that when I cannot find anything to be anxious about or im trying to accept my health anxities I have this sort of well what now thing. I look forward and part of me sees only anxiety which of course terrifies me but the other part of me thinks how can I ever possibly be normal again and I find it hard to imagine life without anxiety because my life keeps changing soi dramatically with college and now everyones going on about university and what do you want to do with your life?! and all i see is anxitey and I just find everything so confusing and I wish it would all stop! I just feel so afraid of everything I just dont know what to do anymore. I wish I was a normal 17 year old enjoying college while I can and looking forward to the rest of their lives. And yet here I am worrying about my health constantly and seeing no end to anxiety. I just feel so lost.