LunaLiuna
21-01-14, 12:06
Hellooo everyone,
Why can I not accept the cause for my symptoms?
I need advice, I feel like I'm constantly bouncing between to walls at the moment, one minute I feel great, the other I feel horrible. I know this was bound to happen as I make more progress, but my dragon keeps whispering in my ear :l
I had a meeting with my psychiatrist last night who was really impressed with what I've done, and how I've been rationalising every new symptom and doing lots of reading. He didn't seem to mind too much about me saying that I really do believe that something's wrong.
I know what you'll say. YES there is something wrong and it's anxiety! but it's sooo hard to fully accept.
I feel like everything I've done over the 3 years is like building a bridge to cross a massive river. I've laid most of the bricks but they're so soft that they could fall away at any moment.
I'm so fragile, and it doesn't help being at home which just causes added stress along with the mounting pressure of moving back into my old room, which I'm going to have to do at some point.
What do I do? I guess part of me wants to just run across the bridge. But another part is saying wait for it to get stronger. What happens if I miss my only chance and it all falls away?
I have no one to turn too except here.
Help? :blush:
.
Why can I not accept the cause for my symptoms?
I need advice, I feel like I'm constantly bouncing between to walls at the moment, one minute I feel great, the other I feel horrible. I know this was bound to happen as I make more progress, but my dragon keeps whispering in my ear :l
I had a meeting with my psychiatrist last night who was really impressed with what I've done, and how I've been rationalising every new symptom and doing lots of reading. He didn't seem to mind too much about me saying that I really do believe that something's wrong.
I know what you'll say. YES there is something wrong and it's anxiety! but it's sooo hard to fully accept.
I feel like everything I've done over the 3 years is like building a bridge to cross a massive river. I've laid most of the bricks but they're so soft that they could fall away at any moment.
I'm so fragile, and it doesn't help being at home which just causes added stress along with the mounting pressure of moving back into my old room, which I'm going to have to do at some point.
What do I do? I guess part of me wants to just run across the bridge. But another part is saying wait for it to get stronger. What happens if I miss my only chance and it all falls away?
I have no one to turn too except here.
Help? :blush:
.