Apple81
21-01-14, 20:51
I am torturing myself again. Am so disappointed in myself and have frightened myself silly by looking on breast cancer forums.
I've had small 'blotches' that come on go on my breasts for over a year. Or, at least, it's the period of time that I've noticed them for. They look like tiny little broken veins. I've had one on my left breast since Christmas that I've been scratching until it's bleeding. Had let it heal up but there's still a thread vein underneath.
Have scratched it again this evening and have now hit the internet and have frightened myself stupid that it's inflammatory breast cancer. I can't calm myself down. I can't go down this road again. Is this me? Am I going mad? Does everybody get these?
I've had small 'blotches' that come on go on my breasts for over a year. Or, at least, it's the period of time that I've noticed them for. They look like tiny little broken veins. I've had one on my left breast since Christmas that I've been scratching until it's bleeding. Had let it heal up but there's still a thread vein underneath.
Have scratched it again this evening and have now hit the internet and have frightened myself stupid that it's inflammatory breast cancer. I can't calm myself down. I can't go down this road again. Is this me? Am I going mad? Does everybody get these?