Deckardblues
25-01-14, 18:01
I had this rough day at work yesterday. I have a young patient who is dying, and I had the daughter crying. Her voice stayed with me, so I took a sleeping pill last night, and her voice was gone. I got through the morning, but then I drank some whisky to numb myself. Its never enough though. I cut myself just below my right thumb. It felt better. I have not cut myself in a long time, but I just needed to find some release. My left arm is full of old scars from when I used to cut myself as a teenager. I needed to stop hearing her voice.