Foremosthoney
25-01-14, 20:07
Hello everyone,
I'm new here and just looking for some support from people that actually understand me. I have suffered depression for more than a decade and more recently post natal depression, extremely low self esteem, social anxiety and borderline psychotic outbursts.
I've had a very traumatic past year or so, so all of my previous symptoms have worsened and new ones emerged. Most of the time I don't feel worthy in this world, or to anyone, even my 10 month old son. I had a prosperous career but have experienced terrible misfortune over the last couple of years and found myself single, career-less, unloved and just generally worthless.
I don't drink, smoke or take drugs. I've been on 5 different medications over the years and none have worked. I receive counselling every Monday, but I'm yet to feel the benefit.
Hope I can get some support here. My family just don't understand and often maker feel worse by shouting at me or telling me they don't want to know how low I am. My friends, I do not want to burden them with my woes any more than I already do :(
I'm new here and just looking for some support from people that actually understand me. I have suffered depression for more than a decade and more recently post natal depression, extremely low self esteem, social anxiety and borderline psychotic outbursts.
I've had a very traumatic past year or so, so all of my previous symptoms have worsened and new ones emerged. Most of the time I don't feel worthy in this world, or to anyone, even my 10 month old son. I had a prosperous career but have experienced terrible misfortune over the last couple of years and found myself single, career-less, unloved and just generally worthless.
I don't drink, smoke or take drugs. I've been on 5 different medications over the years and none have worked. I receive counselling every Monday, but I'm yet to feel the benefit.
Hope I can get some support here. My family just don't understand and often maker feel worse by shouting at me or telling me they don't want to know how low I am. My friends, I do not want to burden them with my woes any more than I already do :(