Itchy
27-01-14, 20:48
Hello all. Mind fart ahead from a new user so for that I'm sorry.
I don't even know where to begin apart from saying for the past 2 weeks or so my anxiety has been really quite bad. I don't know why... I can't control it.. and it's really, really, really getting me down now.
At the moment I'm having issues with my lungs - I can't help but feel there's something there relating to that C word. I find myself coughing and not necessarily because I have to.. but I feel I have to. I've now got a slightly sore/uncomfortable chest (as though I've been coughing too much?). I can't stop thinking about it.. and the more I think about it the more I feel it.. and the more I feel like coughing.
I know I need to stop the cycle somehow but as I'm sure most of you are aware, it's 100 times easier said than done. I have a doctors appointment on Thursday (despite calling for an appointment on Tuesday last week!). I'm sure i'll be told everything is fine blahblah - problem is, it doesn't necessarily help me.
The last time I had issues was with my side.. it took an appointment with the hospital and ultrasound to convince me everything was fine with my kidneys. Problem there being that my good friend (my longest friend) died late last year after a longish battle with kidney cancer.
I can't sleep. I can't think straight. I feel like crap and I'm feeling very down. I just want to be happy. I just want to be normal.
:(
I don't even know where to begin apart from saying for the past 2 weeks or so my anxiety has been really quite bad. I don't know why... I can't control it.. and it's really, really, really getting me down now.
At the moment I'm having issues with my lungs - I can't help but feel there's something there relating to that C word. I find myself coughing and not necessarily because I have to.. but I feel I have to. I've now got a slightly sore/uncomfortable chest (as though I've been coughing too much?). I can't stop thinking about it.. and the more I think about it the more I feel it.. and the more I feel like coughing.
I know I need to stop the cycle somehow but as I'm sure most of you are aware, it's 100 times easier said than done. I have a doctors appointment on Thursday (despite calling for an appointment on Tuesday last week!). I'm sure i'll be told everything is fine blahblah - problem is, it doesn't necessarily help me.
The last time I had issues was with my side.. it took an appointment with the hospital and ultrasound to convince me everything was fine with my kidneys. Problem there being that my good friend (my longest friend) died late last year after a longish battle with kidney cancer.
I can't sleep. I can't think straight. I feel like crap and I'm feeling very down. I just want to be happy. I just want to be normal.
:(