looking4answers
20-11-06, 12:14
my life is nothing but sleeping..and worrying and constant compaining..I feel as though my life that once was is going down the tubes..My wife works on puzzles and lets me alone..She sleeps long hours like I do..whats the point in being awake.I never talk about anything other than how I feel..I was once a easy to talk to good listener..consoller..and fun to chat with..now im a boring , psyco that she would rather sleep or do something else than to talk to me and I cant blame her.i want out of this feeling I so sad...I have good days and some bad.. the last two have been not so good.. I slept 14 hours today to escape having to be worried..and that right there worries me..Its a vicious cycle of endless worry and the worry breeds stress that breeds other worries and nervousness..i don't know where my life is going.Even my dreams wake me and make me hurt..I wish I were normal again.I would give anything..