KLP
04-02-14, 14:50
Gosh this is the biggest of mind f**£s ever,
Still 50/50 on weather I have anxiety or something medical hasn't yet been diagnosed.
Sick of thinking about it, sick of it always being there. And how ever much I try to eradicate the 'pink elephant' from my mind it's always there like my symptoms. Woke up in the middle of the night with slightly numb left hand and slightly numb lip and LHS of face.
I'm not on medication and sceptical that they would eradicate them anyway. These are 24/7;
Drunk/blurred vision
Strong pulse throughout my body
Mild Nerve twitching
Diarrhea
Starting councilling tomorrow, again sceptical.
Penny for your thoughts,
P.s I started a diary last night. I have already failed on my quest for recovery as one of my commitments was not to visit Dr. google, but midday I failed. Argh.
Still 50/50 on weather I have anxiety or something medical hasn't yet been diagnosed.
Sick of thinking about it, sick of it always being there. And how ever much I try to eradicate the 'pink elephant' from my mind it's always there like my symptoms. Woke up in the middle of the night with slightly numb left hand and slightly numb lip and LHS of face.
I'm not on medication and sceptical that they would eradicate them anyway. These are 24/7;
Drunk/blurred vision
Strong pulse throughout my body
Mild Nerve twitching
Diarrhea
Starting councilling tomorrow, again sceptical.
Penny for your thoughts,
P.s I started a diary last night. I have already failed on my quest for recovery as one of my commitments was not to visit Dr. google, but midday I failed. Argh.