Lyrica
05-02-14, 11:06
The stress from starting this new job is sending me over the edge. I can't eat, I can't sleep. When I get home I cry for hours.
New things in my life increase my anxiety and in the new job I have no idea what the next day is going to be like. I'm in training and everything is new its intimidating. I'm so stressed that I'm not taking the information in. I haven't been to sleep and have a 6 hour shift later today. I CAN'T DO THIS! i can quit this job because I've quit every job I've ever had in the first few days or weeks. I just want to be a normal person. I've been thinking about killing myself because I know I have to live like this and its crippling I feel physically and emotionally drained I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I can't even describe how I'm feeling its like there is broken glass in my stomach my heart feels like its going to explode I feel sick and dizzy. I've had this feeling non stop for 3 days. I really can't live like this.
---------- Post added at 11:06 ---------- Previous post was at 11:05 ----------
*I can't quit this job*
New things in my life increase my anxiety and in the new job I have no idea what the next day is going to be like. I'm in training and everything is new its intimidating. I'm so stressed that I'm not taking the information in. I haven't been to sleep and have a 6 hour shift later today. I CAN'T DO THIS! i can quit this job because I've quit every job I've ever had in the first few days or weeks. I just want to be a normal person. I've been thinking about killing myself because I know I have to live like this and its crippling I feel physically and emotionally drained I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I can't even describe how I'm feeling its like there is broken glass in my stomach my heart feels like its going to explode I feel sick and dizzy. I've had this feeling non stop for 3 days. I really can't live like this.
---------- Post added at 11:06 ---------- Previous post was at 11:05 ----------
*I can't quit this job*