kitty
22-11-06, 17:39
Hey all
Yeah i know i havent posted on here for ages but everythin was going great for me and then it all breaks away like my life has always been like! everything i touch turns to crap.....thats my opinion anyway. The past few weeks have been well erm how do i say a bit crap and all these feelings have come back from no where.... I was doing really well i thought with the fact that i didnt cut for about 2months and i thought i was pretty happy....but hey that just shows how stupid and nieve i am...i just cant seem to do anything right anymore and i just dont know....im just mumbling on here aint i? I'm sorry that with this being the first entry I've done in a while and its a bad one.
Maybe I'm supose to be alone in life as I'm starting to think that as all i do is get hurt by everyone i love or care about.
Wish me luck as im at the Dr's on the 24th at 2pm as I've told him i want my meds changing i dont care what to just they need changing.....have you ever just wanted a hug off someone and for them to tell you its all going to be ok as i do! i yern for it i really do......i just want to lock myself away from the world and cry my eyes out and never let anyone in again.....
sorry again as i bet I've bored you all that much that you've not even read all of this
hugs
kym
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Yeah i know i havent posted on here for ages but everythin was going great for me and then it all breaks away like my life has always been like! everything i touch turns to crap.....thats my opinion anyway. The past few weeks have been well erm how do i say a bit crap and all these feelings have come back from no where.... I was doing really well i thought with the fact that i didnt cut for about 2months and i thought i was pretty happy....but hey that just shows how stupid and nieve i am...i just cant seem to do anything right anymore and i just dont know....im just mumbling on here aint i? I'm sorry that with this being the first entry I've done in a while and its a bad one.
Maybe I'm supose to be alone in life as I'm starting to think that as all i do is get hurt by everyone i love or care about.
Wish me luck as im at the Dr's on the 24th at 2pm as I've told him i want my meds changing i dont care what to just they need changing.....have you ever just wanted a hug off someone and for them to tell you its all going to be ok as i do! i yern for it i really do......i just want to lock myself away from the world and cry my eyes out and never let anyone in again.....
sorry again as i bet I've bored you all that much that you've not even read all of this
hugs
kym
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