Cobiboy
17-02-14, 17:21
Hi - i am 53 and have had panic/anxiety for maybe 6 years - 1st panic attack was at work - and i thought i was having a heart attack - went to dr. Who said i was ok - went back to doctor and got citalopram - i have had this medication twice for short periods over the last 6 years. About just over 1 1/2 ago panic and anxiety started again and i went back to the dr. - i dont really want medication and have been trying to control symptoms myself! Symptoms change daily Finding this very hard and if i go to dr. With anything now they just refer it back to being anxious and dont seem to think anything wrong with me! And am now very scared that something serious is wrong and i have no one to talk to about this (my husband sometimes shouts at me as he gets annoyed because he can't understand whats wrong and this just makes me more upset) and am now going back to dr. On march the 6 to just go back on medication! I am scared to take the meds incase they dont work - i dont want to do anything anymore because i feel im a nuisance to everyone so have stopped going to gym and going anywhere!! Work 4 hours a day at present - permanently on edge!