mummyanxious
25-02-14, 19:49
Well thankfully my stomach seems to be calming down somewhat now. But when one thing subsides another finds its way in...
Yesterday I began to notice I had a gritty feeling in my eye. Then it felt like someone was stabbing my eye. I ignored it for a while but as the day went on my head started to feel tender on that side. I cannot touch it even giggly without it hurting. It's in my cheekbone, temple and top of my head.
In the end I called the dr for some advice and they asked me to come in. She said she thought it might be TMJ. She did some feeling of my face and temple, pushing the side of my head etc. and said she was sending me for a blood test but thought it would be negative. She said she wasn't going to tell me what it was for as I would worry. I didn't say anything but I knew (from googling in the past, you can't unforget what you've read) it was for temporal arteritis. I'm trying to let the concern wash over me but there's a little voice (not as big as it would have been a couple of days ago) saying, oh no it's bound to be that and you're going to have a stroke. Simply because I've been so worked up with rage these past weeks.
So I'm in bed with my meditation again and an early night...
Yesterday I began to notice I had a gritty feeling in my eye. Then it felt like someone was stabbing my eye. I ignored it for a while but as the day went on my head started to feel tender on that side. I cannot touch it even giggly without it hurting. It's in my cheekbone, temple and top of my head.
In the end I called the dr for some advice and they asked me to come in. She said she thought it might be TMJ. She did some feeling of my face and temple, pushing the side of my head etc. and said she was sending me for a blood test but thought it would be negative. She said she wasn't going to tell me what it was for as I would worry. I didn't say anything but I knew (from googling in the past, you can't unforget what you've read) it was for temporal arteritis. I'm trying to let the concern wash over me but there's a little voice (not as big as it would have been a couple of days ago) saying, oh no it's bound to be that and you're going to have a stroke. Simply because I've been so worked up with rage these past weeks.
So I'm in bed with my meditation again and an early night...