AnxiousPansa
26-02-14, 23:22
Hi everyone
I am going through a rough period at the moment where I basically just don't trust myself to control my own body. Like with my post about the laughing anxiety I just don't feel like I am in the right frame of mind to control my own body. I keep having thoughts about making myself do stuff for example right this second I am absolutely terrified im going to laugh. I dont mean laugh because somethings funny but just burst into uncontrollable 'crazy' laughter that i cant stop. It just scares me so much how much control we have over our own bodies. The fact that I could consciously choose to laugh right now scares me! I just dont feel responsible enough to control my own body. The fact that I feel like i might laugh right now is reallly scaring me so much that my legs are shaking which is a sign of my anxiety getting bad :( I am terrfied that I am going mad or losing control over myself. I t just feels like I need someone else to take the wheel as it where.n I dont know if this has anything to do with my age I mean at 16 this is the time you have to start taking life into your own hands. Do you think it could stem from that - not wanting the responsibility? Thanks, Pansa x
I am going through a rough period at the moment where I basically just don't trust myself to control my own body. Like with my post about the laughing anxiety I just don't feel like I am in the right frame of mind to control my own body. I keep having thoughts about making myself do stuff for example right this second I am absolutely terrified im going to laugh. I dont mean laugh because somethings funny but just burst into uncontrollable 'crazy' laughter that i cant stop. It just scares me so much how much control we have over our own bodies. The fact that I could consciously choose to laugh right now scares me! I just dont feel responsible enough to control my own body. The fact that I feel like i might laugh right now is reallly scaring me so much that my legs are shaking which is a sign of my anxiety getting bad :( I am terrfied that I am going mad or losing control over myself. I t just feels like I need someone else to take the wheel as it where.n I dont know if this has anything to do with my age I mean at 16 this is the time you have to start taking life into your own hands. Do you think it could stem from that - not wanting the responsibility? Thanks, Pansa x