scrumking
28-02-14, 20:32
Looking at my calendar and the big red X on it last year means today is the one year anniversary of my start with this horrible affliction health anxiety.
As many of you know 2013 was a horrible year for me
January lost my grandmother to an aneurysm
May lost my father in law to cancer
June mother in law diagnosed with cancer (cancer free now)
September lost my "second mom" to a heart embloysm in her sleep
I have made strides in this year and have beaten so many of my fears with the help of my sword and the people on this site most notably fishmanpa. But today is bittersweet as I type this I am still obsessed with my heart and still think daily that it will suddenly stop or I will have a heart attack at any minute so I am happy as well as enormously disappointed in myself that I haven't slated the dragon hopefully next year if I'm still alive I will have a better story to tell.
Thanks for making the last year more bearable
As many of you know 2013 was a horrible year for me
January lost my grandmother to an aneurysm
May lost my father in law to cancer
June mother in law diagnosed with cancer (cancer free now)
September lost my "second mom" to a heart embloysm in her sleep
I have made strides in this year and have beaten so many of my fears with the help of my sword and the people on this site most notably fishmanpa. But today is bittersweet as I type this I am still obsessed with my heart and still think daily that it will suddenly stop or I will have a heart attack at any minute so I am happy as well as enormously disappointed in myself that I haven't slated the dragon hopefully next year if I'm still alive I will have a better story to tell.
Thanks for making the last year more bearable