Jonesle
01-03-14, 20:18
Hi everyone. I think (as in not diagnosed but think anxiety is a culprit) I had an episode. I have recently been freaking about cancer (health anxiety? ) and my relationship is in pieces, my job is super stressful and I'm buying a house. Earlier today I drive the wrong way in a carpark and a man really laid in to me about it. As in "are you blind? Who do you think you are? People like you" etc. Ok I realise I went the wrong way in a car park but it didn't actually affect him and u strait away said sorry. He totally over reacted. Why can't people be nice? "Excuse me but did you know. .... I wouldn't want you to get hurt"would have been fine. Anyway I was already feeling fragile and I burst into tears and felt like I couldn't breath properly. Short Sharp breaths and felt like my chest was tightening, took me five minutes to calm down and this bloke was all steteotypical 'woman driver,'attitude. Why am I getting so worked up? Two years ago o probably would have flipped him the bird and carried on. Im so sensitive.
Thanks for reading any insight would be SO much appreciated xx
Thanks for reading any insight would be SO much appreciated xx