unsure_about_this
02-03-14, 16:21
I am trying my hardest to stop panicking so much, my parents keep saying nothing is wrong. I been checked out, do you know how much that scan you went to in December would have cost you if you had to pay for it yourself (not NHS).
A lot of the time my mum have said you will said yourself to an early grave, or make yourself really ill with all this worry.
I am trying to enjoy live, but still I am feeling not myself. I know since 2012 if I had something serious wrong with me and had not been picked up I will not be able to blog/make a thread on this.
I got to stop looking for reassurance, about keep asking have I lost weight. does not help having NF (I am going to look into having one of these lumps removed) cannot have one done on my foot done, plus the thing on my brain, not serious, but doubt this thing can removed since it has got smaller, and any attempts to removed it could either kill me or make me disabled.
I trying my hardest not to keep checking my body every 5 minutes
A lot of the time my mum have said you will said yourself to an early grave, or make yourself really ill with all this worry.
I am trying to enjoy live, but still I am feeling not myself. I know since 2012 if I had something serious wrong with me and had not been picked up I will not be able to blog/make a thread on this.
I got to stop looking for reassurance, about keep asking have I lost weight. does not help having NF (I am going to look into having one of these lumps removed) cannot have one done on my foot done, plus the thing on my brain, not serious, but doubt this thing can removed since it has got smaller, and any attempts to removed it could either kill me or make me disabled.
I trying my hardest not to keep checking my body every 5 minutes