Lea2109
06-03-14, 17:47
Where do I start?
I haven't posted on here for a long time as I was doing really well, but it's back!
Last January my mum passed away after a long battle with cancer and since then I haven't been doing so well. About 6 months after I started with lower tummy pains, aches and back pain and convinced myself I was dying with cancer too! I had urine tests done and 2 came back with traces of blood, this made me go into extreme panic and the pains went into overdrive!
My Dr was not concerned about this and did a 3rd test which came back clear, he then referred me to counselling and prescribed Anti depressants, weeks later my pains went away! Miracle!
Months later I went in holiday and decided to ween myself off the meds whilst away, this was October and I've been doing great since, until now!
I got a bad urine infection over Xmas and was urinating blood it took 2 lots of strong antibiotics to clear it up but eventually it did. I then had a smear test (which by the way I'm petrified of, as in always convinced I will have CC) my results came back inconclusive as it had not been taken properly and I now have to wait 3 months to have it taken again :(
Since then I've been having little stabbing pains and sensations in my lower tummy a bit different to last time and I can't tell wether they are bladder or cervical related but all I know is once again I'm convinced it's very sinister! Also the last 2 days I've had an awful spasm like pain come in my right ovary area it takes my breath away when it happens. The thing is I can't tell if this is me causing it after focusing on that area after the water infection and smear?! I can't go down this route again and waste my life worrying and on meds, I'm so scared.
It may be worth mentioning back when I was put on meds I had all my bloods done and was given a clean bill of health but how accurate are they? I'm also desperate to start a family and this is proving difficult possibly because I'm so stressed all the time?? I recently had bloods done for fertility too and they came back normal. I don't know what tondo next or where to turn? Xx
I haven't posted on here for a long time as I was doing really well, but it's back!
Last January my mum passed away after a long battle with cancer and since then I haven't been doing so well. About 6 months after I started with lower tummy pains, aches and back pain and convinced myself I was dying with cancer too! I had urine tests done and 2 came back with traces of blood, this made me go into extreme panic and the pains went into overdrive!
My Dr was not concerned about this and did a 3rd test which came back clear, he then referred me to counselling and prescribed Anti depressants, weeks later my pains went away! Miracle!
Months later I went in holiday and decided to ween myself off the meds whilst away, this was October and I've been doing great since, until now!
I got a bad urine infection over Xmas and was urinating blood it took 2 lots of strong antibiotics to clear it up but eventually it did. I then had a smear test (which by the way I'm petrified of, as in always convinced I will have CC) my results came back inconclusive as it had not been taken properly and I now have to wait 3 months to have it taken again :(
Since then I've been having little stabbing pains and sensations in my lower tummy a bit different to last time and I can't tell wether they are bladder or cervical related but all I know is once again I'm convinced it's very sinister! Also the last 2 days I've had an awful spasm like pain come in my right ovary area it takes my breath away when it happens. The thing is I can't tell if this is me causing it after focusing on that area after the water infection and smear?! I can't go down this route again and waste my life worrying and on meds, I'm so scared.
It may be worth mentioning back when I was put on meds I had all my bloods done and was given a clean bill of health but how accurate are they? I'm also desperate to start a family and this is proving difficult possibly because I'm so stressed all the time?? I recently had bloods done for fertility too and they came back normal. I don't know what tondo next or where to turn? Xx