happyone
27-11-06, 08:05
This might sound a bit weird, but hey, here goes!
I have to go to the doc in a little while. I will be able to tell her that I am feeling a lot brighter than I have been. The depressive side of my illness seems to be lifting and the anxieties, while all still there are not as all consuming as they have been. Sounds great eh?
However, when it comes to my work, I can even only visualise it in my mind and I come out in a sweat, chest hurts and I feel sick. I can't put my finger on what it is though, even the picture of the front door of my work is enough to send me panicking.
Worse than having to explain this to my doc, I am going to have to phone my work afterwards, even writing that makes me want to run to the bathroom.
I can't avoid it forever and I feel so weird not being able to explain what it is and I don't even know how I am going to get over it if I don't know what it is that I am trying to get over.....have I lost you? I'm lost! lol
Anyway, to cut it short, I just wanted to sound off and look for someone telling me I'm not weird!
Is this what general anxiety is? Being anxious but not knowing why?
Happyone
I have to go to the doc in a little while. I will be able to tell her that I am feeling a lot brighter than I have been. The depressive side of my illness seems to be lifting and the anxieties, while all still there are not as all consuming as they have been. Sounds great eh?
However, when it comes to my work, I can even only visualise it in my mind and I come out in a sweat, chest hurts and I feel sick. I can't put my finger on what it is though, even the picture of the front door of my work is enough to send me panicking.
Worse than having to explain this to my doc, I am going to have to phone my work afterwards, even writing that makes me want to run to the bathroom.
I can't avoid it forever and I feel so weird not being able to explain what it is and I don't even know how I am going to get over it if I don't know what it is that I am trying to get over.....have I lost you? I'm lost! lol
Anyway, to cut it short, I just wanted to sound off and look for someone telling me I'm not weird!
Is this what general anxiety is? Being anxious but not knowing why?
Happyone