Round in circles
18-03-14, 19:41
I decided to get back on the pills I've let slip since Xmas, namely ferrous gluconate and cyanocobalamin (b12). Both of which were prescribed by the GP after blood tests showed I had a deficiency.
The iron isn't really freaking me out but the b12 is. The doc said that b12 supplements are very well tolerated so I wasn't too worried prior to taking them, but every time I take one I get headache, dizziness and nausea. This led me to google it and..
I was horrified to find out that it contains cyanide. The cyanide molecule is bound to the b12 molecule (I think). I also read that when the body utilises the b12, the cyanide molecule is discarded which then has to be excreted by the kidneys. This lead to a major anxiety attack.
Through further reading I found that cyanocobalamin can cause low potassium. I already have a history of low potassium due to bulimia. Queue anxiety increase.
I know this form of b12 is the most common, not only because it's the cheapest but also the most stable but I'm really worried here. I have an appointment with the GP in two weeks and I'll ask her about my concerns when I'm there, but that's ages away. I don't know whether to persevere with the b12 in the meantime, despite being terrified of taking them, or stop taking them till I speak to the doc.
I know most people will probably roll their eyes about this, but I have a real pill phobia at the best of times. I've had so many reactions to various meds in the past. I seem to have a very high sensitivity for most drugs.
I'm pretty sure it was being left on omeprazole for years that led to the low b12, which in turn may or may not have caused the anaemia. I am massively distrustful of all meds ever since I was encouraged to try every ssri under the sun (one at a time) like I was a guinea pig. I don't even take pain killers for headaches.
Sorry for the long post. I have a tendency to ramble when I'm freaking out :(
The iron isn't really freaking me out but the b12 is. The doc said that b12 supplements are very well tolerated so I wasn't too worried prior to taking them, but every time I take one I get headache, dizziness and nausea. This led me to google it and..
I was horrified to find out that it contains cyanide. The cyanide molecule is bound to the b12 molecule (I think). I also read that when the body utilises the b12, the cyanide molecule is discarded which then has to be excreted by the kidneys. This lead to a major anxiety attack.
Through further reading I found that cyanocobalamin can cause low potassium. I already have a history of low potassium due to bulimia. Queue anxiety increase.
I know this form of b12 is the most common, not only because it's the cheapest but also the most stable but I'm really worried here. I have an appointment with the GP in two weeks and I'll ask her about my concerns when I'm there, but that's ages away. I don't know whether to persevere with the b12 in the meantime, despite being terrified of taking them, or stop taking them till I speak to the doc.
I know most people will probably roll their eyes about this, but I have a real pill phobia at the best of times. I've had so many reactions to various meds in the past. I seem to have a very high sensitivity for most drugs.
I'm pretty sure it was being left on omeprazole for years that led to the low b12, which in turn may or may not have caused the anaemia. I am massively distrustful of all meds ever since I was encouraged to try every ssri under the sun (one at a time) like I was a guinea pig. I don't even take pain killers for headaches.
Sorry for the long post. I have a tendency to ramble when I'm freaking out :(