penguin120
22-03-14, 16:21
Okay, so first of all, I'm only 14 years old. :wacko:
About a year ago, I started noticing this thing called the "blue field entoptic phenomenon". It's basically a fancy word for that thing when you look up at the sky and see all these little dots floating around.
My mind has become 'obsessed' with this and I notice it every time I go outside. My parents just tell me to 'let it go', but I literally can't.
I have this fear that I'll never stop noticing this. I used to love going outside in the wintertime and going to the beach in summer, but now I avoid doing those things because it's so bright & it's literally everywhere. I just find myself getting jealous of people who can just enjoy themselves outside. I've tried wearing sunglasses; it reduces it a bit but just not enough.
I always thought that one day I'd just forget about it, but now that it's been a year I just don't know if that's possible. And I also feel like I'm too young to be worrying about this kind of stuff, you know?
Do you have any advice? I just don't even know anymore. :weep:
-penguin xx
About a year ago, I started noticing this thing called the "blue field entoptic phenomenon". It's basically a fancy word for that thing when you look up at the sky and see all these little dots floating around.
My mind has become 'obsessed' with this and I notice it every time I go outside. My parents just tell me to 'let it go', but I literally can't.
I have this fear that I'll never stop noticing this. I used to love going outside in the wintertime and going to the beach in summer, but now I avoid doing those things because it's so bright & it's literally everywhere. I just find myself getting jealous of people who can just enjoy themselves outside. I've tried wearing sunglasses; it reduces it a bit but just not enough.
I always thought that one day I'd just forget about it, but now that it's been a year I just don't know if that's possible. And I also feel like I'm too young to be worrying about this kind of stuff, you know?
Do you have any advice? I just don't even know anymore. :weep:
-penguin xx