roxy90
24-03-14, 23:44
Argh I am so frustrated.
Everytime I feel like I am getting somewhere it all comes crashing down. I Have battled with a severe brain aneurysm fear since last summer. I was finally coming to terms with it and boom I've just had a shooting pain go through my eye to my head that made me jump.
This has brought every fear I had over an aneurysm flooding back and I'm having a mini-meltdosn over the fear.
Why is it every time I feel like I'm winning this happens. It feels like this is battle I will never win, and I will live in fear for the rest of my life. So gutted tonight :(
Everytime I feel like I am getting somewhere it all comes crashing down. I Have battled with a severe brain aneurysm fear since last summer. I was finally coming to terms with it and boom I've just had a shooting pain go through my eye to my head that made me jump.
This has brought every fear I had over an aneurysm flooding back and I'm having a mini-meltdosn over the fear.
Why is it every time I feel like I'm winning this happens. It feels like this is battle I will never win, and I will live in fear for the rest of my life. So gutted tonight :(