Andyh
30-11-06, 04:41
I'd like to introduce myself, my name is Andy, im 32 years old. And recently have been having some kind of panic attacks and anxiety.
I think I've known for a long time, i've always had mood swings, but I've never had such debilitating thought processes and some shaking when im feeling anxious and some nausea.
I havent been to a doctor yet, I plan on doing this tomorrow <wish me luck>
I havent been able to work for 2 years, and I do have a marijuana abuse problem.
I always thought the marijuana helped calm me down when I was feeling anxious, now I belive it was just hiding the problem.
Heh, Like I said i'm 32 years old, I live at home with my parents <after a couple failed moving out trys> and sometimes I feel like my life is going nowhere.
I'm currently trying to repair a relationship with a woman I lived with for 2 years. And I often have serious obessive behavoir at times. I can be very controlling, because of my anxious worrying, and I want to find a way to control it. I often say things I don't mean, and then regret what I said right away, knowing it was wrong.
I talked to a few job recruiters today, and when I got off the phone with them, I found myself shaking, not too bad, but I can see it in my hands and feel it in my stomach.
Well, this is an intro so I don't want to ramble too much, I'll try to post more, as you can see I'm a mess.
I think I've known for a long time, i've always had mood swings, but I've never had such debilitating thought processes and some shaking when im feeling anxious and some nausea.
I havent been to a doctor yet, I plan on doing this tomorrow <wish me luck>
I havent been able to work for 2 years, and I do have a marijuana abuse problem.
I always thought the marijuana helped calm me down when I was feeling anxious, now I belive it was just hiding the problem.
Heh, Like I said i'm 32 years old, I live at home with my parents <after a couple failed moving out trys> and sometimes I feel like my life is going nowhere.
I'm currently trying to repair a relationship with a woman I lived with for 2 years. And I often have serious obessive behavoir at times. I can be very controlling, because of my anxious worrying, and I want to find a way to control it. I often say things I don't mean, and then regret what I said right away, knowing it was wrong.
I talked to a few job recruiters today, and when I got off the phone with them, I found myself shaking, not too bad, but I can see it in my hands and feel it in my stomach.
Well, this is an intro so I don't want to ramble too much, I'll try to post more, as you can see I'm a mess.