peter245
03-04-14, 20:40
i really need some help to stop this an grow up!!
i Had moderate/pretty bad General anxiety (thoughts)or it was OCD
i'm 15 and really want to improve social awkwardness and communication
their is a mall that's like 15 minutes away by walking
i am really sick of staying home the weekends!! school break
today its friday and i really wanted to face this obstacle but i just can't
when i am alone when i gotta go to the damn gas station which is like ''3' minutes away literally.. i get feelings of anxiousness those butterflies and eep breathing then my thoughts kick in
'so scared' get me out of this situation now
only 2 minutes till i get home'...
after that i feel happy, and also i feel really nervous talking to a girl that is pretty attractive, my confidence is okay my self-esteem is goo i know that i am cute but still seek that extra approval ''validation'' just to hear something goo to increase my self-worth, the point is i wanna leave the house and not stay with technology an no friends i'm 81 killograms i don't wanna be obese in the next 4-5 years or so.. everybody have a safe weekend don't drive drunk happy easter soon!! cheers
i Had moderate/pretty bad General anxiety (thoughts)or it was OCD
i'm 15 and really want to improve social awkwardness and communication
their is a mall that's like 15 minutes away by walking
i am really sick of staying home the weekends!! school break
today its friday and i really wanted to face this obstacle but i just can't
when i am alone when i gotta go to the damn gas station which is like ''3' minutes away literally.. i get feelings of anxiousness those butterflies and eep breathing then my thoughts kick in
'so scared' get me out of this situation now
only 2 minutes till i get home'...
after that i feel happy, and also i feel really nervous talking to a girl that is pretty attractive, my confidence is okay my self-esteem is goo i know that i am cute but still seek that extra approval ''validation'' just to hear something goo to increase my self-worth, the point is i wanna leave the house and not stay with technology an no friends i'm 81 killograms i don't wanna be obese in the next 4-5 years or so.. everybody have a safe weekend don't drive drunk happy easter soon!! cheers