Gemmal
06-04-14, 20:38
I know I post on here a lot , so I won't be offended if you are all fed up of me lol ! But I just can't shake my lymphoma fears . I've had them for 26 months and I genuinely can't believe I'm still struggling with this .
It's taken over my life . I have itchy skin a lot and fatigue , the pain with alcohol ( my gp says I'm imaging ) and general fatigue .
No swollen nodes I just feel like I'm going out of my mind with this and have no one to talk to ! I appear so normal on the outside to my friends but I'm just crippled inside .
If I did have this disease god forbid what my chances are now .
I have went to my gp so many times with blood being taken and then it's all normal so nothing is followed up .
Anxiety is the worst thing in the world :(
It's taken over my life . I have itchy skin a lot and fatigue , the pain with alcohol ( my gp says I'm imaging ) and general fatigue .
No swollen nodes I just feel like I'm going out of my mind with this and have no one to talk to ! I appear so normal on the outside to my friends but I'm just crippled inside .
If I did have this disease god forbid what my chances are now .
I have went to my gp so many times with blood being taken and then it's all normal so nothing is followed up .
Anxiety is the worst thing in the world :(