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04-12-06, 01:47
Ok...I have heard everyone say dont lay around..It makes you feel tired get up and keep busy ..For the last two days i have been doing that.Yesterday I felt a little better and tried..no matter what I tried.Last night I was so exhausted early that I just didn't have any energy to worry too much..My day wasn't that full but for me it was really full.I went outside in the snow twice to do somthings that needed to be done..While out there I walked around.We had guest come by and usually don't have guest and I was a little anxious but soon calmed down.They invited us up to their place early this morning to help feed the horses and drink coffee..The reason bein is that we are getting horse in the spring and they want us to know what its like to have horses..I was tired when I woke but got together everything and dress warm..It was about 10 degrees this morning..I was double everything pants sweaters and etc..I am not use to having this much stuff on and it bugged me to start with then I went outside and used to electric garage door opener and couldn't open the door so had to do it manually .I came back in panting because i was tired and rested a few minutes and then we left to go there.We live at 8400 ft and they are at almost 10000 ft.We went there and on the way I was nervous and had anxiety but kept going.We got there and i coulldn't hardley breathe..I thought I ll be ok in a minute we have been there many times and it didn't bother me.By this time my face was sweating but my body felt weird..because of all the clothes I guess..We went in and drank a little coffee since it was early and I kept checking my pulse and it was pretty slow..I was really nervous but had a bright outlook.We don't usually go hardley anywhere.. So I tried really hard to concentrate on what was going on and the conversation although my hand finally warmed up I was still having a little problem with my thumb not being frozen..Finally after about an hour i could breathe..I guess I settled down and started breathing correctly but was feeling rather light headed..I couldn't relax..all the way like I had in the past..We went outside in the cold coming from smoldering heat and walked down a hill to help feel the horses..The whole time I was there i was feeling weak like I just wanted to sit down..finally after about 30 minutes we went back inside.It was back to hard breathing and feeling werid..At one point I don't know if it was the sunlight or the shadow or the heat in their house I felt like I was going to passout.The whole time I was there I didn't really relax..When we were leaving and got home I expected to feel bad and really I didn't I could breathe better and so I walked around the house and ate a little something and even though I still had all my clothes on double pants etc.. I felt cold.So I laid on the couch.My pulse seemed ok and just tried to relax..Then I got up and walked around a little and did a few things..Then I laid back down..I was feeling like all i wanted to do is lay down.I didn't really feel like doing anything.About that time they called I was feeling weird kindda like I had no blood in me and felt a little weird..I suspect now it was from using muscles that haven't been used in awhile..Anyway the more I laid there the more that I felt that I had no blood in my body...and was dreading our friends coming back by.I didn't want to get up.When they came by I still felt that way .. and wondered if I would faint..But they were wanting us to help with some computer work and I had to walk around a lot..I would feel better one moment and then the next I wouldn't..I felt anxious one moment and then I didn't..I just felt really bad all over.Its not like im sick..my pulse was normal and no fever and anyway..they left..I felt a littl better then.I laid back down and started watching television.I started closing my eyes and my mind was drifting into sleep,but really aware of what was going on..felt sleepy like your body want to sleep but your mind is active..My legs and arms started feeling like they were stinging all over but I was cold..I f