Gemmal
19-04-14, 15:17
I'm obsessed with the fact that I believe I have lymphoma . Every day for two and a half years I have been checking my nodes in the shower and googling the disease constantly !
It's ridiculous I don't remember a day where I felt normal !
Genuinely don't think I'm going to get over this and I say to myself on the three year anniversary of when these symptoms started you need to accept the fact that you don't have lymphoma but I can put money on it that I will still be panicking in march 2015 ( 2030) probably
I'm so miserable
It's ridiculous I don't remember a day where I felt normal !
Genuinely don't think I'm going to get over this and I say to myself on the three year anniversary of when these symptoms started you need to accept the fact that you don't have lymphoma but I can put money on it that I will still be panicking in march 2015 ( 2030) probably
I'm so miserable