Having a tough time today

[scrumking]

Hello all hope all is well with everyone

Last night was terrible I had a dream that I was watching my wife and family grieve for me at my funeral and the date on my headstone was April 23 2014, I distinctly remember my wife saying something to the effect of "no one believed him and now we sit here paying for that mistake I'm sorry honey I love you"

I am man enough to admit I woke up and was sobbing it scared me so bad, after about an hour I fell back asleep and slept until my alarm woke me and my anxious mind kicked in and I started worrying that maybe the dream was actually a foreshadowing that today will be my last on this earth. So now I am doubting all the heart tests I have had and really focusin on sudden cardiac death again.

I hate this

[mummyanxious]

Dreams are manifestations of our subconscious. I've been dreaming a lot about a certain person lately. It's because I have unresolved issues there. I'm hoping once they are addressed the dreams will fade. It's just anxiety playing tricks on you. Just do your best to pay it no attention.

[scrumking]

Thank you MA,

I have had a lot of health fears that I have conquered but for some reason I can't stop thinking that my heart will just stop and I will be dead I have a few risk factors for it mostly my age and the fact that I am overweight and have sleep apnea which really scares me