scrumking
23-04-14, 14:33
Hello all hope all is well with everyone
Last night was terrible I had a dream that I was watching my wife and family grieve for me at my funeral and the date on my headstone was April 23 2014, I distinctly remember my wife saying something to the effect of "no one believed him and now we sit here paying for that mistake I'm sorry honey I love you"
I am man enough to admit I woke up and was sobbing it scared me so bad, after about an hour I fell back asleep and slept until my alarm woke me and my anxious mind kicked in and I started worrying that maybe the dream was actually a foreshadowing that today will be my last on this earth. So now I am doubting all the heart tests I have had and really focusin on sudden cardiac death again.
I hate this
Last night was terrible I had a dream that I was watching my wife and family grieve for me at my funeral and the date on my headstone was April 23 2014, I distinctly remember my wife saying something to the effect of "no one believed him and now we sit here paying for that mistake I'm sorry honey I love you"
I am man enough to admit I woke up and was sobbing it scared me so bad, after about an hour I fell back asleep and slept until my alarm woke me and my anxious mind kicked in and I started worrying that maybe the dream was actually a foreshadowing that today will be my last on this earth. So now I am doubting all the heart tests I have had and really focusin on sudden cardiac death again.
I hate this