Chloe34517
25-04-14, 21:19
This morning I woke up at 8, got in the bath with my phone in my hand as I hadn't put it down on to the table by the bath yet...Somehow I must have dosed off without realising it, because the next thing I knew was luckily being startled awake because I felt my phone starting to get wet (luckily only the bottom of it had touched the water so no damage done). I keep being so uncontrollably sleepy and I get such sudden waves of drowsiness that are really hard to fight. I was just out driving and came home quickly because I felt so sleepy and didn't trust myself driving. Right now my eyes are ridiculously sore and hard to keep open and I just feel like I'm constantly a moment away from falling asleep.
Also, most days while I'm out I wear spanx (lycra type 'hold me ins'), because I'm ridiculously self conscious and have a huge fear of going out without them. About a month or two ago I noticed the side of my thigh hurt to touch, like a bruise but with no mark other than a tiny red scar like line. Since them, both sides of my thighs are tender to touch and feel bruised. In my left thigh, I keep getting unbearable pins and needles in the thigh that prickles so much and feels like somebody is stabbing my skin with burning needles. I'm scared because I didn't realise that these spanx pants can cause blood clots. I'm trying to cut down wearing them, but I still have to wear them sometimes otherwise im too scared to leave the house :(.
I'm also worrying about my extremely fluctuating heart rate
(From 54 to 110 ish at rest), even when I'm not particularly anxious. I get pains, spasms, tightness, heaviness, breathlessness and walking up stairs feels unbearable and impossible. It feels like I can't take a fully deep breath as it seems to cut off half way and I have a lot of mucus that often has blood in it. Seeing the doctor Tuesday, thankfully, but just need some reassurance until then I guess x
Also, most days while I'm out I wear spanx (lycra type 'hold me ins'), because I'm ridiculously self conscious and have a huge fear of going out without them. About a month or two ago I noticed the side of my thigh hurt to touch, like a bruise but with no mark other than a tiny red scar like line. Since them, both sides of my thighs are tender to touch and feel bruised. In my left thigh, I keep getting unbearable pins and needles in the thigh that prickles so much and feels like somebody is stabbing my skin with burning needles. I'm scared because I didn't realise that these spanx pants can cause blood clots. I'm trying to cut down wearing them, but I still have to wear them sometimes otherwise im too scared to leave the house :(.
I'm also worrying about my extremely fluctuating heart rate
(From 54 to 110 ish at rest), even when I'm not particularly anxious. I get pains, spasms, tightness, heaviness, breathlessness and walking up stairs feels unbearable and impossible. It feels like I can't take a fully deep breath as it seems to cut off half way and I have a lot of mucus that often has blood in it. Seeing the doctor Tuesday, thankfully, but just need some reassurance until then I guess x