idawmn
27-04-14, 00:17
My husband and I went out to see brand new homes this afternoon as part of the yearly Parade of Homes where I live. It's always fun to go through the new homes each year and to dream.
I always make a point of getting out for a bit despite my constant suffocation feeling, head in fog and at times chest and upper abdomen tightening. Of course I couldn't fully enjoy the homes no matter how hard I tried because of this constant suffocation feeling. Thirteen weeks of this and no relief. Anxiety that came out of nowhere.
Trying to stay positive and telling myself that I will overcome this with the help of a therapist whom I will be seeing in 10 days. I need my life back and to enjoy life like I did before this all started.
Thanks for listening to me vent.
I always make a point of getting out for a bit despite my constant suffocation feeling, head in fog and at times chest and upper abdomen tightening. Of course I couldn't fully enjoy the homes no matter how hard I tried because of this constant suffocation feeling. Thirteen weeks of this and no relief. Anxiety that came out of nowhere.
Trying to stay positive and telling myself that I will overcome this with the help of a therapist whom I will be seeing in 10 days. I need my life back and to enjoy life like I did before this all started.
Thanks for listening to me vent.