fraser t
02-05-14, 01:28
im 47 and im still trying to get over the sudden death of my dad.
its been nearly 5 years now and I still cant believe it
after a couple of years after his death I finally admitted to myself that something was wrong and went to the docs where I broke down and he prescribed me with 20mg of Citalopram. I think its working cos I don't cry so much these days or is time a healer?
my mum died of cancer way back in 1986 and try as I may I just cant remember her,not one conversation,just nothing...
Did I blank her death out back then?
I don't even remember her funeral???
ive tried speaking to my brother about it
but he just says "man up"
ive never been suicidal, but i often wish id just die
ive never spoken about this before and don't expect to again,
I just miss them both so much...
its been nearly 5 years now and I still cant believe it
after a couple of years after his death I finally admitted to myself that something was wrong and went to the docs where I broke down and he prescribed me with 20mg of Citalopram. I think its working cos I don't cry so much these days or is time a healer?
my mum died of cancer way back in 1986 and try as I may I just cant remember her,not one conversation,just nothing...
Did I blank her death out back then?
I don't even remember her funeral???
ive tried speaking to my brother about it
but he just says "man up"
ive never been suicidal, but i often wish id just die
ive never spoken about this before and don't expect to again,
I just miss them both so much...