idawmn
03-05-14, 23:28
Last night I took an Ativan to help me sleep and for some reason it didn't kick in, so no sleep.
Today my husband and I went out for lunch, went to a store and then looked at new homes. The whole time I had the suffocation feeling and my head was in a fog. I just don't get a break other than the times I can actually sleep thanks to Ativan. It has been exactly 14 weeks today straight with this suffocation feeling 24/7. I try, I really try. Nothing is bothering me. I just don't get it. I thought by now this suffocation feeling would have just disappeared.
Three more days until I see a therapist for the first time. I know I have to believe that this will get turned around.
Today my husband and I went out for lunch, went to a store and then looked at new homes. The whole time I had the suffocation feeling and my head was in a fog. I just don't get a break other than the times I can actually sleep thanks to Ativan. It has been exactly 14 weeks today straight with this suffocation feeling 24/7. I try, I really try. Nothing is bothering me. I just don't get it. I thought by now this suffocation feeling would have just disappeared.
Three more days until I see a therapist for the first time. I know I have to believe that this will get turned around.