Littlemisssunshine10
04-05-14, 19:49
Hey
I posted on here the other day saying I thought I thought I had the symptoms of pancreatic cancer such as upper middle abdominal pain, indigestion and nausea since that I have spoken to doctor who has reassured me that the blood test has come back normal. Since Friday I have now matched my symptons on google (stupid google) I know I shouldn't but I can't help my self :( that all my symptoms match all of stomach cancer such upper middle abdominal pain, indigestion, heart burn, nausea, loose bowl, food coming back up in food pipe, feeling full quickly, lose of appetite and lost weight but that's because I can't stomach eating :( I keep panicking waking up sweaty , panic attacks, constantly googling and seeking reassurance! I e
Spoke to the doctor or saw her everyday last week she has referred me for an ultrasound and endoscopy. She told me if they thought it was cancer she would of had to tell me, also bloods came back fine and to be positive and not worry, then I spoke to another doctor who reassured me with my age and cancer is rare they doing the tests as I'm so worried, I then went to a and e today panicking he reassured me when I finally told him about being scared about it being cancer and hurts into tears he said my bloods show I'm fighting an infection but they not to raised so he not worried. He reassured me it's extremely unlikely to be cancer as my age and I don't really have any of the signs and just because google says it doesn't mean I have it! He said it's less than 1% likely I have cancer I felt reassured and happy for like 2 maybe 3 hours then become dizzy and had chest pains, indigestion after food and went back to googling all symptoms again matched and I keep thinking I've lost weight 3 pounds on 4 days but then I not eating much! I had
One meal today! My parents and partner has enough but worried about me as I am so depressed worried and down! I have been crying all weekend and
Even had thoughts I better off not here as
I can't handle this!
I feel stupid!! Sorry I had to air this not sure what to think!
I posted on here the other day saying I thought I thought I had the symptoms of pancreatic cancer such as upper middle abdominal pain, indigestion and nausea since that I have spoken to doctor who has reassured me that the blood test has come back normal. Since Friday I have now matched my symptons on google (stupid google) I know I shouldn't but I can't help my self :( that all my symptoms match all of stomach cancer such upper middle abdominal pain, indigestion, heart burn, nausea, loose bowl, food coming back up in food pipe, feeling full quickly, lose of appetite and lost weight but that's because I can't stomach eating :( I keep panicking waking up sweaty , panic attacks, constantly googling and seeking reassurance! I e
Spoke to the doctor or saw her everyday last week she has referred me for an ultrasound and endoscopy. She told me if they thought it was cancer she would of had to tell me, also bloods came back fine and to be positive and not worry, then I spoke to another doctor who reassured me with my age and cancer is rare they doing the tests as I'm so worried, I then went to a and e today panicking he reassured me when I finally told him about being scared about it being cancer and hurts into tears he said my bloods show I'm fighting an infection but they not to raised so he not worried. He reassured me it's extremely unlikely to be cancer as my age and I don't really have any of the signs and just because google says it doesn't mean I have it! He said it's less than 1% likely I have cancer I felt reassured and happy for like 2 maybe 3 hours then become dizzy and had chest pains, indigestion after food and went back to googling all symptoms again matched and I keep thinking I've lost weight 3 pounds on 4 days but then I not eating much! I had
One meal today! My parents and partner has enough but worried about me as I am so depressed worried and down! I have been crying all weekend and
Even had thoughts I better off not here as
I can't handle this!
I feel stupid!! Sorry I had to air this not sure what to think!