Gemmal
06-05-14, 21:28
I was doing really well and trying to love a normal life but now I have returned back to square one .
Utterly convinced I have Hodgkin's lymphoma due to itching and also pain with alcohol , and I can't get it out my head it's been two years four months of these on and off symptoms .
I'm thinking about going to the doctor again I haven't seen him in two years when he said I was perfectly healthy and my fears were anxiety so I don't really want to go back I think he would be shocked to see I'm still worrying over this
I don't know what to do :( it's driving me insane !
On the plus side I have put on a stone in the past year ( not that I want to but it makes me feel relieved that I don't have weightloss ) I can't believe I think like this sometimes
---------- Post added at 21:28 ---------- Previous post was at 18:50 ----------
I know I post a lot on here but does anyone have any thoughts ? Xx
Utterly convinced I have Hodgkin's lymphoma due to itching and also pain with alcohol , and I can't get it out my head it's been two years four months of these on and off symptoms .
I'm thinking about going to the doctor again I haven't seen him in two years when he said I was perfectly healthy and my fears were anxiety so I don't really want to go back I think he would be shocked to see I'm still worrying over this
I don't know what to do :( it's driving me insane !
On the plus side I have put on a stone in the past year ( not that I want to but it makes me feel relieved that I don't have weightloss ) I can't believe I think like this sometimes
---------- Post added at 21:28 ---------- Previous post was at 18:50 ----------
I know I post a lot on here but does anyone have any thoughts ? Xx