Littlemisssunshine10
13-05-14, 18:19
Okay so I am feeling so fed up and frustrated at the
Moment, I have posted
Before about my stomach I had an ultrasound and endoscopy ce
Back I have gastritis,because of the acid in my tummy probably stress related! Isn't everything! Since the endoscopy I am now feeling better tummy wise but I knew it would be somthing else! On Sunday I got sooo dizzy room spinning went to out
Of hours doctors and he said I have some fluid behind my ear or somthing could be that but he then went on to warn me about having a stroke obviously worst thing to say to someone with serve health anxiety! I then spent the whole evening worried about this! I know think I have a brain tumor or going to or had a stroke, I look in the mirror think my face has dropped on one side, get tingling/ dead hands and feet, feel off faintly balanced like I will fall back wards or when walking feel like I'm being pulled on left not even the side with fluid! Head ache, eye pressure, looking at bright sky hurts my eyes and tension in my eyes I think. I thought maybe health anxiety but now I'm even doubting I have that and believe it is somthing bad but how can it change from
Thing to thing! I am finding this soo difficult and never felt suicidal in my life! But I have a 7 month baby who is perfect and I'm only 23 and have no quality of life ! when my partner is at work I do nothing apart from go to doctors! I take propanol and started on olanzapine and booked in to start. Cbt !! I need help and positive stories to motivate my self actually no idea what I need but please if you can help at all I'm desperate xxx I wake up motivated and it's gone by midday and I am a mess!! X
---------- Post added at 18:19 ---------- Previous post was at 18:15 ----------
Sorry if post don't make sense trying to juggle things
Moment, I have posted
Before about my stomach I had an ultrasound and endoscopy ce
Back I have gastritis,because of the acid in my tummy probably stress related! Isn't everything! Since the endoscopy I am now feeling better tummy wise but I knew it would be somthing else! On Sunday I got sooo dizzy room spinning went to out
Of hours doctors and he said I have some fluid behind my ear or somthing could be that but he then went on to warn me about having a stroke obviously worst thing to say to someone with serve health anxiety! I then spent the whole evening worried about this! I know think I have a brain tumor or going to or had a stroke, I look in the mirror think my face has dropped on one side, get tingling/ dead hands and feet, feel off faintly balanced like I will fall back wards or when walking feel like I'm being pulled on left not even the side with fluid! Head ache, eye pressure, looking at bright sky hurts my eyes and tension in my eyes I think. I thought maybe health anxiety but now I'm even doubting I have that and believe it is somthing bad but how can it change from
Thing to thing! I am finding this soo difficult and never felt suicidal in my life! But I have a 7 month baby who is perfect and I'm only 23 and have no quality of life ! when my partner is at work I do nothing apart from go to doctors! I take propanol and started on olanzapine and booked in to start. Cbt !! I need help and positive stories to motivate my self actually no idea what I need but please if you can help at all I'm desperate xxx I wake up motivated and it's gone by midday and I am a mess!! X
---------- Post added at 18:19 ---------- Previous post was at 18:15 ----------
Sorry if post don't make sense trying to juggle things