Tone
14-05-14, 18:57
Hey.
Unfortunately, I get to meet you people who I'm sure are great amazing people who all bare the dead weight that is anxiety.
My name is Tony, I'm 20 and from London.
I first started getting anxiety whilst on a train to a voluntary job role in hopes of getting a job out of it, worst case scenario my C.V looks better, right?
Well, no.
I had a panic attack on the train on my 3rd day there, my manager noticed I looked terrible (Not hard given the facial expression of someone who thought that their time was up) and called an ambulance for me when I said my heart was going nuts.
Ever since then I've never felt normal. (Apart from when I visit my mother on the weekend, I have a half brother there who's 2 so I'm usually messing around with him all day..and the dog.) And I've had enough.
I've decided today that I will talk with people about it...I've kept this to myself, kind of, and I feel that if I go on living how I am at the moment that I'l be like this forever or at least until I completely give up.
I'm not too good with introductions and I'm sure I've "broken" an etiquette rule somewhere, so if someone wants to jump in and let me know where I went wrong that would be great.
I accept any questions what so ever, please don't hesitate.
Thank's for reading.
Unfortunately, I get to meet you people who I'm sure are great amazing people who all bare the dead weight that is anxiety.
My name is Tony, I'm 20 and from London.
I first started getting anxiety whilst on a train to a voluntary job role in hopes of getting a job out of it, worst case scenario my C.V looks better, right?
Well, no.
I had a panic attack on the train on my 3rd day there, my manager noticed I looked terrible (Not hard given the facial expression of someone who thought that their time was up) and called an ambulance for me when I said my heart was going nuts.
Ever since then I've never felt normal. (Apart from when I visit my mother on the weekend, I have a half brother there who's 2 so I'm usually messing around with him all day..and the dog.) And I've had enough.
I've decided today that I will talk with people about it...I've kept this to myself, kind of, and I feel that if I go on living how I am at the moment that I'l be like this forever or at least until I completely give up.
I'm not too good with introductions and I'm sure I've "broken" an etiquette rule somewhere, so if someone wants to jump in and let me know where I went wrong that would be great.
I accept any questions what so ever, please don't hesitate.
Thank's for reading.