Mr Mannering
15-05-14, 20:13
I have a strange issue whereby I know I suffer from HA have done for 2 years but when it really hits I struggle to tell the difference between 3 things. Is it just HA? Am I actually coming down with a bug? Am I actually dying from something I should have got checked months ago?
Sat at my desk today I suddenly felt overwhelmingly tired, like a machine was sucking the life from me. Drained I was, felt like I could barely move, little bit panic started to set in, not too much but the tingling buzzing feeling in the chest was there. Eyes were stinging and I had 9 hours sleep last night. Needed the loo but didn't go as I thought my legs will not carry me. This must be a bug for sure that i've picked up.... and it is this thought I struggle with the most. Is it a bug? Do I need to take the day off? I cannot tell between HA causing me grief or the onset of the flu for example!!! the obvious dying bit aside....
Anyway made my way home after my shift, can't beleive I got through it. Had a 15 minute nap when I got home.... Woke up like Bambi.. ready to go ... in fact I got football in an hour....
Nonetheless it really plays on my mind and gets me down.
It's safe to say that 2 years ago before I started to suffer from this I really didn't even know I existed let alone anything else..
Over and out!
Sat at my desk today I suddenly felt overwhelmingly tired, like a machine was sucking the life from me. Drained I was, felt like I could barely move, little bit panic started to set in, not too much but the tingling buzzing feeling in the chest was there. Eyes were stinging and I had 9 hours sleep last night. Needed the loo but didn't go as I thought my legs will not carry me. This must be a bug for sure that i've picked up.... and it is this thought I struggle with the most. Is it a bug? Do I need to take the day off? I cannot tell between HA causing me grief or the onset of the flu for example!!! the obvious dying bit aside....
Anyway made my way home after my shift, can't beleive I got through it. Had a 15 minute nap when I got home.... Woke up like Bambi.. ready to go ... in fact I got football in an hour....
Nonetheless it really plays on my mind and gets me down.
It's safe to say that 2 years ago before I started to suffer from this I really didn't even know I existed let alone anything else..
Over and out!